Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Fate

i walked around this earth to bring you a sense of grace

i stood on mountains to pull you to the top

i pushed and poised all that remains

i simply brought you to a better place

Open up your ears and shut your mouth

Close your eyes feel this sweet sound

know that one day your sins will have you found

the fountains will pour to blood

your soul will seek the flood

seeking of ways, death do you part

within my grasps, your souls will line my white wall of art

rain upon me with your prayers, with your sorrows

for i told the tale of your tomorrow

forbidden from the sea

forbidden from the tree

one drop to caress your thirst

one drop to the rest of your worst

knowing all that is good...

knowing all that is me.

Fall under my spell

Fall under my speech..

I will have the power

grasping the lands

bowing down to the fold of my hands

pulling you up from the ground

grabbing you out of the tomb

healing rain of salts gluing together your wounds

mending the earth

sewing together the soil

i stood on mountains to pull you to the top

all the while i stood there just to watch you fall

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Endless Boundaries

My thoughts branch across the ocean,
and my mind is a vast hole.
Pitted by darkness, it is all the while endless, and full of confusion. 
This life before me turns my head in motion,
Peering through my soul. 
I see a tidal wave of love and contusions. 
The more i try the less i move.
The more i fail, the more i see this thing through.
Starving for something more.
Every try and every push pulling me harder,
Lands me nowhere but failure. 
Failure pushes me further.
Tossing me to the ground. 
Molding my insides and chiseling me of stone.
A heart that's harder than stone. 
A love that knows of nothing but being alone. 
Slipping into grey.
Falling in and out of cold.
Singing of damnation.
Not knowing which way to go. 

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Because

It is the word that is locked inside my soul.
It is the phrase that dances across my lips.
It is my set of wings that take me a flight. 
It sets my soul free.
It makes me whole.
Because.
Reason. 
It is the reason I am here.
It is the reason I am breathing air. 
It is the reason I push forwards.
Because.
Because things will be better.
Because there is an end.
An end to pain.
An end to suffering.
An end to love.
An end to hate.
Because love.
Because I love.
Because I love there is another. 
Another that I cherish.
One that lies deep within my soul.
Because I love another I am selfless.
Because I love another I am whole. 
Because I am whole I will be set free. 
Because i will be set free I am at peace. 
Being at peace puts my soul to rest.
When my soul is resting i am prepared for everything.
For love, for life, for death.
Because i am prepared i can live.
Because living is life.
Because death is death.
Because is reason.
reason is why we are here.
because. 

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Justin

I feel you through my veins, 
And I see you through my eyes. 
You open me up and turn me on.
I don't know what is to become of me.
But i know that with you I will be alright.

I speak words so softly. 
I am beginning to see things so clearly.
I see nothing of myself, 
But my life with you.
Because without you I am nothing.
I am only one piece of two.
And because half is never as one as whole.
Because half is incomplete.
I am worthless without you.

I see nothing but you for now and forever.
I want nothing but the simple pleasure of sharing our lives together.
You inspire me and set me apart. 
Because together my dear we are a work of art.

With each day and every minute.
With each tick of the clock
With each beat of my heart. 
There is only you.

Only you in my eyes.
Only you in my years. 

I love you never fades away.
It never grows old. 
It never turns grey.
It will always be bold. 

Your love is my air. 
It gives me the courage to face all fear. 
I breathe you out, and breathe you in. 
Release my lungs and take me away. 
To forever.
Take me away. 



Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Black

I walk this road alone.
In the middle of the night.
In the depth of the cold, my thoughts speak out in agony. 
Singing in fear of what the sun may bring. 
For i can not wake to a new day in this misery.
My life has always been a blank canvas.
And every day paints on a new coat. 
Every action covers a new color.
My mind is masked. 
My heart is black. 
My feet are cold. 
The base of my heart sinks into the abyss. 
With every word and every last kiss. 
This is what I have lived for.
Every day running towards my tree.
But never growing any closer.
I can see the bright glow. 
But i am separated by this shield. 
I fear that i may never reach the end. 
I fear that i may never see the warmth or feel the light. 
Moving closer towards the tree of life.
All the while i am fading into nowhere,
and falling into the night.