and my mind is a vast hole.
Pitted by darkness, it is all the while endless, and full of confusion.
This life before me turns my head in motion,
Peering through my soul.
I see a tidal wave of love and contusions.
The more i try the less i move.
The more i fail, the more i see this thing through.
Starving for something more.
Every try and every push pulling me harder,
Lands me nowhere but failure.
Failure pushes me further.
Tossing me to the ground.
Molding my insides and chiseling me of stone.
A heart that's harder than stone.
A love that knows of nothing but being alone.
Slipping into grey.
Falling in and out of cold.
Singing of damnation.
Not knowing which way to go.
